Kazim Haiman.

Assalamualaikum..

Ha.. Apa cer tetiba buka blog balik neh? Heheh.. Last update lebih setahun yang lepas kot. Actually banyak dah post yang aku tulis tapi duduk dalam draf jadi pekasam. Tulis separuh separuh then save. Lepas tuh takde masa nak sambung tulis. Jadi, sementara anak aku lena tidur neh, aku nak update la blog neh. 

Alhamdulillah.. Kazim Haiman Bin Khairul Azmi sekarang dah nak masuk 5 bulan. Now dia dah pandai meniarap and terlentang balik then meniarap and terlentang lagi (he keeps repeating this). So, dia akan tawaf semua tempat dengan skill dia yang dua tu jela. Bahaya gila bila terlepas pandang kejap tau2 dah ke tempat lain. Ha kau, baru tau sekarang ada anak cane kan. 

Bila fikir balik tempoh setahun 4 bulan sebelum disahkan mengandung tu aku rasa lama sangat. Yela, soalan biasa manusia2 lain. Bila belum kahwin di tanya bila nak kahwin. Bila dah kahwin di tanya bila nak ada anak. Dah ada anak sorang di tanya bila nak ada anak dua orang. Dan soalan2 seterusnya yang boleh menikam kalbu. 

So, ini sedikit sebanyak effect jugak kat aku masa tu. Effect kat emosi satu hal then effect pada fikiran aku pon ada. Then, macam2 lah usaha aku buat nak dapatkan anak neh. Kaz? Dia banyak calm kan aku dan suruh aku sabar. Dia relax je. Belum ada rezeki katanya. 

Tapi sekarang baru aku nampak hikmahnya اللهُ  s.w.t atur jalan hidup aku dan Kaz macam neh. Jadi, pada sesiapa yang belum ada rezeki nak dapat kerja ke, nak kahwin ke, nak dapat anak ke atau sebagainya. Percayalah pada اللهُ s.w.t. Benda yang kita ingat baik untuk kita tak semestinya baik untuk kita. اللهُ lebih tahu yang mana terbaik untuk kita. 

Kalau di ikutkan tempoh aku tunggu tu tak selama orang lain. Ada pasangan tu tunggu lagi lama. Berbelas2 tahun pon ada. Ya اللهُ tabah betul mereka. 

Sekarang aku fahamlah perasaan2 orang lain kalau bab soalan2 sensitif neh. Sebab aku pernah rasa di soal kenapa tak mengandung lagi ibarat aku yang tentukan rezeki aku sendiri. Pemikiran manusia yang kita takkan pernah faham.

Ok, Kazim Haiman dah bangun. Mandi time. 

Till then,

Wani.

Memadam.

Salam.

Semua orang di dunia neh tak sempurna. Tapi aku taknak cakap pasal semua orang tu. Aku nak cakap pasal diri aku neh. Ha, ye. Aku tak sempurna. Aku pernah melalui zaman 'jahilliah' aku. Aku pernah meronggeng ke hulu ke hilir free hair. Aku pernah berfesyen tanpa memikirkan aurat-aurat aku terdedah dilihat oleh yang bukan mahram.

Jadi, setelah mula menutup apa yang sepatutnya ditutup ini aku mulalah memadam gambar-gambar yang tidak sepatutnya di facebook. Ada yang aku delete dan ada yang aku keep private untuk diri aku sendiri.

Aku juga mula pm kawan-kawan kat facebook yang mana pernah post gambar-gambar zaman 'jahilliah' aku tu untuk menggunakan sifat prihatin diaorang delete gambar-gambar tersebut. Alhamdulillah.. semuanya memahami.

Nasib masa aku berhurey-hurey free hair tu hanya facebook yang popular. Kalau lar masa tu dah ada instagram bertambahlah kerja den neh ha.

Kemudian aku teringatkan blog terchenta aku neh. Penuh juga gambar-gambar aku free hair. Yes, aku delete gambar itu semua. So, memang ada previous post aku macam ayat tergantung, contohnya "lihat kami gembira seperti gambar di bawah" tapi bila kau scroll bawah takde gambar pon. Yang ada hanya sambungan aku membebel. Hahah. Jika itu yang berlaku maaflah ye.

 Hayoo.. penat tau nak delete dan edit satu-satu post kat blog neh. Padan muka kat aku juga sebenarnya kan. Dosa sendiri nak buat macamana. Baik rasa penat delete sekarang dari rasa azab waktu akhirat nanti.

Alhamdulillah. Sekarang ramai kawan-kawan aku dah berubah. Dan diaorang semua pon ada mesej aku mintak tolong delete gambar-gambar diaorang yang tak sepatutnya kat blog aku neh. Btw, aku mintak maaf lah kalau ada post yang aku terlepas pandang tu. Aku dah cuba sedaya upaya belek satu-satu post sampai suami pon pelik tengok aku khusyuk depan ipad macam tengah buat proposal nak kena submit urgent. Hahah.

Rasa nak delete je semua post-post lama kat blog neh tapi macam sayang pulak. Tapi bila baca memang malu kat sifat keanak-anakan diri sendiri dolu-dolu. Tapi kalau delete ada kenangan terindah pulak. Tapi.. ha nampak tak banyak tapi tu. Jadi, sebab taknak banyak tapi aku delete gambar jelah. Post-post yang memalukan aku convert simpan dalam draft. Heheh.

Kepada kawan-kawan kesayanganku sekalian. Aku dah cuba sedaya upaya delete semua gambar yang tak sepatutnya ditayangkan disini padahal anda semua nak berubah ke arah yang lebih baik. Tapi aku minta maaf kalau ada kekurangan disini. Sila whatsapp or mesej aku kalau korang perasan mana-mana post yang ada gambar tak sepatutnya lagi.

Buat pengetahuan korang, aku delete gambar dalam blog neh pakai ipad sebab laptop aku ada orang yang lebih memerlukan pakai. Kalau korang nak tahu kesusahan tanpa 'mouse' aka tetikus  dalam menggunakan website blog ini amatlah tidak dapat di gambarkan. Pernah juga aku tarik-tarik rambut aku neh kerana kerap sangat proses memadam gambar kat blog neh failed. Susah nak explain tapi memang payah tanpa 'mouse' T_T. Sebab itulah aku selow melow sikit. Maaf ye.

Ingat, kalau jumpa mana-mana post yang ada gambar tak sepatutnya tu please please please hafal tajuk post tu then whatsap or mesej aku okay.

lovelove,
Wani.

Soalan saya untuk dia #3.

22) If I got in an accident and it destroyed my face, would you still love me? 
His answer : If it doesn't change your heart, your still the same.


23) What is the craziest thing that you would do for me?
His answer : Skip work and date with you. Hehe..

24) Do you think that women have stronger emotions than men?
His answer : Yes.


25) What was your most embarrassing moment?
His answer : Erm, nothing comes to mind now.


26) What did your ex-girlfriends do that drove you crazy?
His answer : Ignores me.


27) What have been the deal-breakers for you in a relationship? 
His answer : Stop trusting in each other.


28) What is the best way for me to know when you need time alone?
His answer : When I'm all quiet, and a hug doesnt makes me smile, then I
probably need some time to think.

29) What kind of father do you think you'd make?
His answer : No idea, hopefully as good as my dad.

30) How should a man and a woman handle the money factor in a relationship?
His answer : Sharing, thinking and deciding with each other about family
financial together.


31) What do you think you will have accomplished by the time you turn 60?
His answer : A family of my own.

32) What is the most beautiful gift that you have ever received?
His answer : Nothing comes to my mind yet. I treasure most gift given to me.

33) If I discover you lying to me, what will be your reaction?
 His answer : I don't know... I guess saying sorry and never repeating it again.

34) What can you cook for me? 
His answer : Anything that uses microwave.

hugsNkisses,
Wani.

Soalan saya untuk dia #2.

42 Questions to ask your boyfriend.


11) If you were a teacher, which subject would you teach?
His answer : Biology, everything that you can learn in live can be learnt by observing god's creation.


12) If you could invite only ten people to a party, who would they be?
His answer : My girlfren, her friends, and my old matrix mate.

13) If you could become any fictional character, who would it be?
His answer : No desire to live in a fictional character, altho neo from matrix does sound exciting.

14) If you could be any animal, which one would it be?
His answer : Octopus, due to its octo-camo.

15) What's your favorite thing that you do to relax?
His answer : Play computer games, sleep.


16) What is your dream vacation like?
His answer : Just the soft white sand, clear blue ocean and cool salty air at the beach...

17) When you were a kid, who was your best friend?
His answer : My comic books, i was a very nerdy boy.

18) Given a chance, what award would you most like to win?
His answer : Strangely none comes to mind.

19) What do you wish you had more time in your life to do?
His answer : Learning & Loving.

20) If I had to move away for a job or school, would you carry on a long-distance relationship with me?
His answer : Sure, why not.

21) What kinds of things do you tell your friends about me?
His answer : Gf aku best gilee.

hugsNkisses,
Wani.

Soalan saya untuk dia #1.

Aku jumpa soalan neh dan dia di paksa untuk menjawab. Heheh.

42 Questions to ask your boyfriend.

1) What song do you think describes you and your life the best?

His answer : Listen to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VgRAMUxk-_c

2) What was your reaction when you saw me for the first time?

His answer : I felt calm and composed. I know you will be a good companion, I just wished it was me whom you will choose.

 3) If you could have any new ability, what would it be?

His answer : To absorb information without forgetting.

4) If you were a movie star, what kind of movies would you star in?

His answer : Pandorum.

5) If you had to lose one of your five senses, which would you choose?

His answer : Smell, I'm not a cook.

 6) If you had the power to be invisible for one day, what would you do and where would you go?
His answer : Nowhere, bahaya jalan2 invisible nanti kena langgar kereta.

7) If today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it?
His answer : Am I alone? If not it will be spend with my loved ones, no matter where it is.

8) As a kid, which TV character did you have a crush on?
His answer : Mary Jane, because I like spiderman.


9) If you could trade jobs with anyone in the world, who would it be?
His answer : A beggar across the streets, I want to see what it felts to be on the other side, so that I will feel more grateful with the job I have.

10) If you were the president for a day, what would you do with your presidential power?
His answer : Convey a discussion with world leaders, try to solve the petty issue with a simple forgive and forget method. 


He makes me smile when reading all his answers. Will update his other answers later. ^_^

hugsNkisses,
Wani.